Beautiful Russian supermodel, Ruslana Korshunova, committed suicide by jumping from her ninth floor apartment. Postings on a website tell of Ruslana’s search for love and of her sadness.
Ruslana Korshunova, the 20 year old supermodel from Russia, was 5′ 8″ with long flowing hair and green eyes. Such a beautiful girl, but one with much sadness in her heart.
Love meant everything to Ruslana Korshunova.
The supermodel, Korshunova, poured her heart out on a website in the months leading up to her suicide.
Ruslana had written: “Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably,” the beautiful but fragile girl wrote in a poem that concluded: “And never regret anything that made you smile.”
Ruslana also wrote that love “blinds,” “sets souls afire,” and “is always the answer” in emotion-soaked passages posted on a social networking site.
Ruslana Korshunova went back and forth between Russian and English in her heartfelt postings, but love was a central theme no matter the language. “Do not confuse love and desire,” she wrote in Russian in her most recent posting May 30. “Love is the sun, desire – only flash. Desire dazzles, and the sun gives life.”
Ruslana also wrote of sacrifice saying, “Love does not take away from one in order to give to another,” wrote Korshunova, “Love – this is the essence of life. But you will not give your life to another.”
Korshunova’s most telling message came three months ago: “I’m so lost. Will I ever find myself?”
In some postings she seemed angry and in others just sad and confused.
“I’m a bitch. I’m a witch. I don’t care what you say!!!” she wrote March 11. “I know what it is. I know why my other relationships didn’t work out, ’cause I’m unpredictable. Why are you afraid of it?”
In January, Ruslana wrote of heartbreak saying, “It hurts, as if someone took a part of me, tore it out, mercilessly stomped all over and threw it out.
“My dream is to fly. Oh, my rainbow it is too high,” she posted in March.